Is it worth?

"Oh God! I still have to complete my project!" This is something i repeat every 5Th hour of my day! Things I've to complete, things I've to look after, people, profession, friends, family, etc, etc, etc.... But then, at the end of the day I wonder if all this is really worth it. The other day, my boyfriend woke me up at 6 in the morning. I was really surprised cos it happens sporadically. And for a second I was really happy that my day is starting like that.. But then to my surprise he said something I wasn't ready for.. He told me that this guy in our hospital died that night.. For a long time I didn't really know what to think. Is that how life ends?: without a notice? I mean we have so many things to do in life. And that is when I tell myself that bothering about small things in life is not really something you continue doing when you don't really know when He calls you back.. I wouldn'd deny how much I dread death! Who wouldn't??? I mean, we all have so many unfinished businesses in our lives and we dont really realize what we have to acheive at the end of the day!!!
Well, whatever said and done, I have my own rules of life. I cannot sit and cry thinking about what i could've done.. Me says, live life for the moment! live life king size! Enjoy every second as it comes.. At least we wont regret, taking THE BIG RISK!
Cheers to life!!